| with everything
that's been going on lately, I felt that I needed to write this entry...
"Yes, I love my God. He is my fountain of
Life and My Savior.
He Keeps me going day and night.
Without Him, I am no one.
But with Him, I can do everything,
Christ is my strength."
By T. D. Jakes
There are people who can walk away from you.
And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.
I don't want you to try to talk another person into
staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see
you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone.
When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to
anybody that left.
The Bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that
they were not for
us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19]
People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined
to you, you can't make them stay.
And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the
story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over
so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead.
You've got to know when it's dead.
You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's
the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful,
and I know whatever
God means for me to have He'll give it to me.
And if it takes too much sweat I don't
need it. Stop begging people to stay.
Let them go!!
If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and
was never
intended for your life, then you need to......
If you are holding on to past hurts and pains .....
If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth.....
If someone has angered you ........
If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge......
If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction......
If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents ...
If you have a bad attitude.......
If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better......
If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him......
If you are struggling with the healing of a broken
relationship.......
If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help themselves......
If you're feeling depressed and stressed .......
If there is a particular situation that you are so
used to handling yourself and God is saying "take your hands off of
it," then you need to......
Get Right or Get Left .. think about it, and then ...
LET IT GO!!!
its funny how people automatically assume things and dont try to
find
out the truth. and you wonder, how the hell would I know anything
about
anyone else? guess what...alot of things have happened in MY PAST that
you
would never believe. I KNOW WHAT its like to live in the REAL
WORLD, and
honestly, maybe it's you that's the problem, NOT EVERYONE else.
it hurts
when everyone constantly tells me that I DONT KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH
people. I do....I have my whole life....I do EVERYDAY, and I
wouldnt be
as SUCCESSFUL as I am, if it weren't for that. I grew up way too
fast, went thru some shit that you'll RARELY ever experience,
but i dont use it as an EXCUSE for the way I am today. If you're
having
problems, don't put it out on everyone else, cuz EVERYONE has their own
SHIT
they need to deal with too...and you never know, someone may be going
throught
WORSE shit then YOU.... |
so i guess i cant show u) BUuuUTT....since it was Halloween, me and the hunnie went to go carve pumpkins!!!!
we're 9-1 baby!!!
it would of been more if my wonderful friends (Brian and James M.) didnt carry me on their backs....special thanks to alison for taking care of me in the bathroom...ur awesome 
well...it was just in time for me to get ready for church at 11:30. afterwards...went to Hopkee in Chinatown to eat lunch w/ the family. walked around a lil...got my pork buns aka siopao (which are the absolute highlight of my day).
)
hahahahaha...i dont know about that one...j/k! 
)
miss
that girl like crazy....then me and Amanda hitched a ride back to
jersey. that was quite interesting....but it was a good
interesting...does that make sense? i think i took ONE picture from the
weekend..sad. i'll post that up eventually...along w/ every other
picture since the beginning of summer. (yea..so im the one w/ the
pic of james on the floor at Hazel's 21st..sorry havent put it up yet)
but yea...that's about it.
oh...and i think i'm catching up on Gilmore Girls..havent watched since the end of the 3rd/4th season? has there been that many? newhos, i miss school. yea yea, sad but true...i just dont want to deal w/ problems at home. honestly though, atleast i can help out....it was frustrating when i knew about things at home and couldnt do nething about it cuz i was at school...
hahaha....jk
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